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i was knocking at your door. it was
freezing cold, and the ice-rain got inside
my heart, and i was screaming please,
please, let me in.
and i was knocking
at your door until my voice was
gone and my knuckles were bleeding
and you never even heard me.
apparently you are a different person now. apparently you have new friends to laugh with; joke with; cry with; tell secrets to.
apparently i'm not one of those friends anymore, and this breaks my heart - not that i'd ever tell you this. apparently we are no longer major parts of each other's life anymore, although we promised each other we'd never drift apart.
i wonder if the continents told themselves that, too.
i put a stethoscope over your heart
and all i heard was static and the sounds
of apathy.
if you can't even be honest with me, who can you be honest with?
maybe no one. maybe i'm a liar, just like you say. maybe i'm no good and maybe i'm screwed and maybe this is fate; maybe it is my destiny to
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Here’s a tricky question for you
Why do I have to do everything
In the most complicated way
I can possibly find?
Is there something wrong with me?
Constantly placing more work
On shoulders already burdened
With troubles of varying nature.
Academic, social, economical
You name it, I’ve made it
Far more complicated
Than it should be.
It’s not even an intentional thing
It just seems to happen.
Nothing I can do about it.
So, back to my question.
What would your response,
Your immediate response have been?
Would you have told me
That I had just been unlucky?
That things would get better soon?
That would make you a fake friend.
You don’t really care that much
Just you have nothing better to do
Than offer general words of comfort.
No doubt your words would help,
For a bit, but before long
I would start to wonder all over again.
Or would you have told me
That you were really sorry
But you had no idea why
I make my life so damn complicated?
That would make you a good friend
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Distractions and Motivations

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 3, 2009, 5:07 AM
There are a few things that inhibit me from updating blogs, websites and DA itself. Usually work, travel...and the sims 2. My hours have been cut back significantly and I have on average 3 days off in a row. I'm also done for traveling around as much as I usually do. What I don't have though is any motivation. Being that I am an ex-gymnast, giving myself a kick up the ass is probably physically possible, but I don't know if it will actually work. I'm not sure what I get out of it all anymore. :|

P.s, if anyone has 'Enchanted Folk' for the DS, friend code please. :)

  • Reading: Neverwhere
  • Playing: Enchanted Folk & The School Of Wizardry
  • Drinking: Cup of tea no.87


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TerryBizarro Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2009
Thanks so much for the fav's!!!:)
Orbana Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Robert-Franke Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2009  Professional
Thanks for the fav.
Mierin91 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2009
Thanks a lot for the fave! It is much appreciated :) :Heart:
post-sanity Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2008
For some odd reason you were removed from my watch list?
Bel0ved Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
how rude :roll:
post-sanity Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2008
Its ok! I punched myself in the face...
Bel0ved Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
now that's commitment
Nytram12 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2008
ty for the fav on complicated. can i ask why you faved it
THZ Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2008
Thanks a lot for the fav!:-)
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