Bel0ved

one. i was knocking at your door. it was freezing cold, and the ice-rain got inside my heart, and i was screaming please, please, let me in. and i was knocking at your door until my voice was gone and my knuckles were bleeding and you never even heard me. two. apparently you are a different person now. apparently you have new friends to laugh with; joke with; cry with; tell secrets to. apparently i'm not one of those friends anymore, and this breaks my heart - not that i'd ever tell you this. apparently we are no longer major parts of each other's life anymore, although we promised each other we'd never drift apart. i wonder if the